Hospice nurse writes poetry about patient stories

A selfie of Nicole Durman wearing dark navy hospital scrubs and smiling at the camera. She has dark curly hair in a middle parting, a septum piercing, a stretcher ring in her right ear lobe and a large neck tattoo depicting a swirling, symmetrical Celtic pattern. Behind her there is a desk and a shelf with medical files stacked on them.Image source, Handout
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Nicole Durman said it can be difficult for hospice nurses to "leave their work at work"

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A hospice nurse has written a book of poetry based on emotional and inspiring patient stories.

Nicole Durman, who works at St Margaret's Hospice in Taunton, Somerset, said she uses poetry as an outlet to help "keep the emotional burnout at bay".

The 39-year-old said writing was not only cathartic for her, but served as a "tribute and testament" to the grieving families she supports.

"Every shift we work kind of builds up in us," she said. "That's why I'm so glad to have poetry to be able to express those feelings and write them down."

Her book, Ghosts of Nightshifts Past, will be launched at Brendan Books in Taunton on Thursday.

The exterior of the Brendan Books shop in Taunton. It is a quaint green shop with large windows at the front and double doors. It is tucked away in a sunny brick courtyard beneath thick fern and ivy plants growing over the doorway. There are books on display in the windows, bunting hanging above, and flower planters outside. Image source, Google
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Ms Durman will be reading excerpts from her book during the launch event

Ms Durman originally studied for a degree in writing, but "wanted a change of pace" after moving to the UK from the US in 2011.

"I just felt I had something to give people and I wanted to help," she told BBC Radio Somerset.

She began her career in the "fast-paced and challenging" wards of the emergency department at Musgrove Hospital, but soon turned her attention towards end-of-life care.

"It is really hard to detach emotionally. For better or for worse, I don't think nurses leave their work at work," Ms Durman explained.

"I always say sometimes poetry flows like water, and sometimes it feels like you're pulling your insides out to put them on the page.

"Everyone has different ways of keeping the emotional burnout at bay, and this is mine."

A close up image showing the front cover of Ms Durman's book. It is a dark purple colour with a drawing of an empty hospital bed, which is slightly propped up with dishevelled covers and an indent in the pillow. There is orange scrawled writing across the cover, which reads 'ghosts of nightshifts past'. Image source, Dithering Chaps
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The book is a collection of poems that offer a glimpse into the world of nursing, both from the perspective of patients and staff

One of her poems, 'her husband, next of kin', follows a man who watches helplessly as his wife slips away.

"The joy is really making connections with other healthcare workers, patients and other poets," Ms Durman said.

"Them finding the beauty in what I have written, it's incredible. It's truly humbling."

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