Mental health project was photographer's toughest

Claire wearing a colourful chequered jumper and a yellow scarf while standing in front of graves in a graveyard. She has long brown hair and is holding a piece of paper that says she is strong, brave, kind, unique and loved.Image source, Ed Gold/Positive Futures
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Claire Osborne said taking part in the project was "memorable and meaningful"

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A photojournalist who had witnessed war in Afghanistan said a new project focused on mental health was his toughest yet.

Ed Gold interviewed 30 people living across Essex to build a picture of what life was like battling mental health struggles.

He hoped the six-week project would benefit the Lampard Inquiry, which is analysing 2,000 deaths at NHS inpatient units.

"I want people to know that there are others who care, who see them and are giving them a voice," Mr Gold said.

He became aware of how many people struggled with their mental health while speaking with baristas at a cafe in Colchester in winter 2024.

"The more I spoke with all of them, the more I was taken aback," said the self-taught photographer, who published the images in his Positive Futures magazine, external.

"I never realised just how many people were struggling with their mental health, taking antidepressants and seeing therapists."

Kaya has blonde hair which is dark at its roots. She is wearing a black jumper and has blue makeup around her eyes. She is sitting in front of Hollytrees Museum in Colchester, which is a 18th Century brick townhouse.Image source, Ed Gold/Positive Futures
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Mr Gold said photographing people such as Kaya, above, had taught him more about mental health

Mr Gold hoped empowering people to speak about their difficulties in real time would give others a greater understanding.

The Lampard Inquiry has been looking at deaths in Essex, but the photographer said lessons should be learned before people died.

His interviews focused on 15 men and 15 women, aged 13-39, and took place in Colchester, Clacton-on-Sea and Braintree.

"I was moved to tears once or twice from various stories; it's probably been the toughest project I've ever taken on," said Mr Gold, who has also taken photos in Ukraine.

"It also gave me a huge frustration because I found so many people were being let down."

Ethan holding a large metal spanner while standing next to a red pillar-style postbox. He has wavy blond hair and is in front of a tall white building.Image source, Ed Gold/Positive Futures
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Ethan was pictured by Mr Gold on Colchester High Street

He explained one interview left him feeling obliged to take the person to hospital, such were his concerns about their welfare.

"I became angry and frustrated at people not being given the help they need," Mr Gold said.

"They were in tears and total despair, but not getting anywhere at all."

Erin wearing a grey T-shirt with a red blanket draped over her left shoulder. She has short fair hair and is standing in the middle of a road. She has small tattoos beneath her eyes.Image source, Ed Gold/Positive Futures
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Erin was another person who was interviewed in Colchester

Mr Gold said that while he hoped his work would inspire conversation, he feared radical improvements in mental health care were far away.

He added: "I almost feel like it's a never-ending project, I just can't see how it will ever end."

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