There are no tears left - Mariupol survivorpublished at 15:52 Greenwich Mean Time 18 March 2022
Hugo Bachega
BBC News, Lviv
Kate, a 38-year-old Mariupol native, and her son, 17, spent 10 days in the basement of Mariupol's Donetsk Regional Theatre of Drama.
Their own home, like many others in the besieged city, had been destroyed by Russian attacks, and they thought they would find safety there.
Mother and son were squeezed in the building's dark rooms, corridors and halls with dozens of other families. Some women, Kate said, carried babies less than six months old.
They slept on improvised beds made with the soft parts of the auditorium seats put together on the floor. The wooden parts of the seats, she said, were cut up and used as firewood for cooking.
As Russia's relentless assault continued, Kate said the buildings around the theatre were all gradually damaged or destroyed: "We knew we had to run away because something terrible would happen soon," she said.
A day before the attack, Kate and her son fled the site. "We jumped in a car while the theatre and the area were being shelled" - this, despite the site being clearly marked as a civilian shelter, with the Russian word for "children" marked on the ground in large letters.
"The first day after we managed to get out, I couldn't talk. We all just cried," she said.
"But now it feels like there are no tears left. I don't think this pain will ever disappear."