'I wouldn't feel ashamed any more' after boob job
Ella says she has had low self-esteem since she was 11 and wants a breast enlargement.
"It made me feel inadequate and not very feminine, almost not like a proper woman," the 18-year-old says.
She has been with her boyfriend Tim for four months - he doesn't want her to have the surgery.
Ella's therapist has told her she should consider surgery alongside counselling to help her deal with her self-esteem issues.
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